Thursday, October 16, 2008
stress...

today pratical was difficult la... i think i had done badly for it.. but a lot ppl oso say damn difficult la... so just dun care cause wat is over is over... after tat we were make to stay in the hall from 9.30 to 1.30 then can go home... was so damn damn boring la... i abu, pravin and wei quan was like walking around disturbing ppl to pass time... wanted to slp but cant slp cause the hall was so noisy la... after release, went to canteen slack a while then walk out of sch wif sch friends but they all walk different way as mi so have to walk home alone... so sian... reach home bath and nap for a while jiu go meet jie chuan mother and jie chuan gf to go wisit him at tanglin lock up... was happy to see him but sad to see him suffer inside... i was allow to see jeremy too and talk to them... but tis time they comfirm go in veri long de... after visiting them, went to crc to meet stanley ah lun rui hong they all to play dota... today was a special day cause i get to see a lot of my childhood brothers... they help mi wash my brain like siao lor... keep saying mi can study de why go do till so mani case... especially wei da arh... from tat time i go in hostel he already start to nag at mi wheneva he meet mi... but wat he say makes a point la... but i is those kind who will not see brother go die de as everyone knows... and every case i kana is because of brothers.. haix... reali goin to change le.. cannot go on like tat liao or not in future will raeli regret... and now i reali stress lei... cause tat time jie chuan tang kong the parang all his de case... those where not his and he go say its his so now the thing is their parents not fu qi and wan mi be witness to say its not his... but it belong to my other brother de... so its reali hard for mi to do things... cause it will help one of my brother but hai another of my brother... i reali dun know wat to do so i just dun care first... must see wat my two brothers inside wan mi to do... if they never say anything i will not do anything de... haix... just forget abt tis thing... tomolo goin court liao... but mostly is postpone de... got to go and slp liao cause have to wake up ealy to go for my brothers court tomolo... hope they can be on bail to talk things out... take care my brothers inside and those who i know tat reali care for mi but seldom meet de.. u all will always be in my heart...