★ x i a o M
xiaoM.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
treasure the time i have left...

am back to blog... haha... tis few days was busy studying arh... from morning study till nite... so hardworking rite... haha... tats why no time to blog and sometime no time to use phone to sms oso... haha... tis few days was fun cause at sch keep on disturb ppl... and now then i know tat o level is abt 15days away onli lei... haha... must chiong on my studies liao... monday meet up wif jeremy and eric... we had a lot talk and now i can see tat my best brothers had reali settle down wif a gf liao... reali veri happy for them cause can feel tat they are serious liao and they know how to think liao... but i jealous lei cause i so long no gf... but its ok la cause i goin in soon le have gf oso no use... haha... must well wait i come out then have one rite... haha... yesterday was fun... after nite studies in sch, went to meet jie chuan and soo guan go eat then went to void deck talk talk... after a while soo guan went home then we meet up wif jeremy at mac to pei him eat...after eating we met lewis and arron go slack, talk cock and take pic... so fun then jie chuan and jeremy went boat quay to look for their gf so left we three and we went to meet de fong eat le go look for soo guan, jason and raj... at blk 52 there chit chat till 3plus then cab home... haha...

warm up photos..


look at wat lewis is doin... like siao kia like tat... haha...

must be wondering wher am ui rite... acutally wanna put self timer de but i forget so onli take until my brothers face... haha...



Saturday, September 27, 2008
u all reali disappoint mi... haix...

halo guys... its 7.30am now and i just reach home... haha... past few days was busy wif my studies so did not blog... haha... lets start from wed... after one week in the 'chalet' went back to sch on wed and everyone was like u finally come back le, how are u all tat... haha... some teachers tot i was on my own holiday... haha... study the whole day cause after sch went home rest a while then back to sch for nite class... but tat day did not reali study much cause was at ava room wif han yong they all veri noise so onli do some question from tys then went home at 9 bath and then went to bed le cause veri tired... haha... thurs oso the same went to sch take back my prelims paper go through it but i did veri badly cause for my L1R4 total is 27 points lei... damn jia lat lor... after sch went home for a nap then wake up to go for nite class and we had lots of fun lei... after studying we went to disturb ppl... almost all the sec 4 ppl oso kana disturb by us... after tat went home and slp... friday was oso the same but tis time during the nite class i finish one set of other sch maths prelim paper... haha... cause in the library i listen to my song and never care abt how much noise they make i oso cant hear... haha... after tat went home change and went down to boat quay wif jie chuan and jeremy to drink... and got home by 5plus to slp... woke up at 3plus on sat then slack at home watch tv and lay down on my bed do nothing till after dinner actually is meet ah siao go study de but in the end i ownself study till abt 8plus then daddy came and drove mi go pray... after praying went back home change and again down to boat quay to drink and talk talk wif my brothers till morning then take cab home... i reali veri disappointed wif wat u all have told mi... i reali dun know wat to say... after so mani years u all tell mi all tis rubbish... i reali cant believe even those who we look up too oso will tell mi all tis... u ask mi to scold u or wat i reali cant do it cause u all should know how much i dotes on u all... but to say the true la... u all are not suit to walk tis path cause in the pass before u all kana anything u all keep on saying no problem one la... we all can tahan de... but once u all kana liao all tell mi all those rubbish which make mi disappointed... but i dun blame u all cause u all never undergo all tis before like mi and my childhood brothers... jie chuan, jeremy, jiu hu kia and stanley are the real brothers tat i believe we can last foreva as brothers cause we had undergo every ups and downs together... and we are always prepare for the worst but u all are not... i dun hope u all to u turn and tell mi good things... i onli hope u all had choosen the choice and will not regret in future... tats all i can tell u...

brothers

school buddies


tonite will blog more things... cause i now veri tired liao... need to go recharge my energy cause afternoon need to study... haha...



Monday, September 22, 2008
back from one week "chalet"

hey guys... thanks for the concern... i finally out from the one week 'chalet'... everyone must be thinking 'chalet' must be fun rite... later u will get to know the real meaning... haha... one week plus never blog liao... lets start from last week monday... monday after prelims i went home slp till nite wake up eat then went to meet jeremy and his gf and kim go chinese garden to see lantern... so nice lei... got a lot of hello kitty... haha... tat nite actually suppose go drink wif xiaobai they all cause its her birthday and she jio mi go but i too tired so went home and slp... the next day when i woke up i went to on the com a while then 4 policemens came and knock on my door... at first i did not wan to open but they knock so hard on my windows till i scare it will break then i open the door... they arrest mi back for last time rioting case... went back veri jia lat lei... nobody knows tat i was caught at tat time cause i did not have a chance to tell anyone... back there i was happy cause i get to see my brothers in there but did not get a chance to talk to them cause we are put in different cell... but its fun cause we can look at the reflection of the glass and talk wif hand language... so funni la... then we oso shout across the cells to talk... then jiu hu kia got a few times wan bastard mi... he wait till the officer wan come de time then shout veri loud when i was near the door... then the officer tot i was the one who shout then he scold mi... and jiu hu kia was at there laughing... and something more funni is his cell was beside mi and its easy for us to conmunicate useing hand language then i keep on say i love u and give him flying kiss then he keep on pointing mi middle finger... damn funni la... but veri fast pass 3 days and its time for them to go to court liao left mi alone onli... damn sian cause i still have 4 more days to go... this 4 days was damn damn sian... cause i am alone in the cell looking at four walls talking and singing to myself do push ups and sit ups... almost go mad la... inside i think a lot la... think of the past wat i have done, wat am i goin to do when i come out, think of my love life, think how can i find money to pay back my parents and think a lot more la... the worst thing is everynite i cant slp and early in the morning they will call mi wake up at 5 like tat to bath... bathing is ok but the problem is no hot heater, its cold water la... damn damn damn cold lei... then the food there oso jia lat cause almost everyday the same... morning will be bread and coffee then lunch will be rice wif dao gei hotdog and wu xiang and dinner will be cabbage hotdog and fishcake... almost everyday oso the same de... i eat till i sian liao arh but bo bian cause hungry wat oso eat... haha... after my brothers are gone lucky got one malay guy opp my cell who is a tattoo artish talk to mi wif hand language... he was there for two days to chat wif mi or not i think i alone will go mad arh... haha... then on sunday from morning till evening you know wat... i was the onli one in the lock up... then i reali go mad arh... i keep on talking to myself and sing song and start to day dream till evening a china guy came in and was opp my cell... here come the fun part...as usual inside i am still so disiao la... i keep on disturb him but soon it was at nite and time to slp and i cant slp so i keep on ask him dun slp and pei mi chat... but at last he cannot tahan then he went to slp le but i was still there day dreaming... haha... the next day more funni la... in the afternoon, the water in our cells are under mantainence and i was sitting in front of ther china guy and he say he wan to drink water then he ask mi if the water is ok... i straight away say its ok so he went to press... guess wat happen... the water shoot out towards mi and i kana shock lei... lucky in front got glass to block or not i think sure kana mi da... the china guy oso got shock and he say i was veri playful... damn funni la... the next thing was he was asking why my cell so big and his so small, then i ask him to ask the officer if he can come over to my cell a not... then he reali go ask le... damn funni la... cause my tis roll of cell is for those who are goin to be lock up for more then two days then can be in de but is one person to a cell de... then the officer turn around and look at mi and know comfirm is i disturb de... then the china guy oso give mi a smile and say i veri disiao... haha... actually its fun la... cause if i never disiao ppl i will sian till i go mad la... the next day more funni la... the china guy was on bail and went home le then a siao siao guy took over his cell... he reali siao de cause everytime the officer walk pass his cell he will wave then he dun know make wat hand language and keep on laugh at mi and he in the cell ownself dancing... i laugh till i go mad lei... haha... but tis few days i reali think a lot la... i goin to change and stop all those fighting liao... tis will be the last time i go in and sit liao... cause tis time i comfirm go in and the least oso 1 and a half years... haix... but dun worry cause when i come out i am still yi ge hao han... haha... think is like tat ba cause my chinese fail de... shell stop here liao see later got time then i will write abt my love life cause i at inside think a lot abt tat... haha... take care all my friends and brother...






ah siao and mi... put tis pic cause i miss my hair... haha...



primary sch frien and still counting on... haha...

nice background rite...suddenly feel like putting a lot photo but too mani le... next time then put some more... haha...



Sunday, September 14, 2008

tis few days veri sad and busy finding money to bail my brothers... friday went to geylang but cant find till money cause everyone was saying they do not have tat much money... so mi and jeremy was like shag liao so went down boat quay to drink a bit then went home and slp le... yesterday went to thier court i feel veri sad to see three of my brother in there... after court went to eat wif all my brothers... we were stress cause their next court date is next friday and we need abt 20k stand by to bail them de... after tat i went home to slp a while till at nite went down boat quay find them slack a while and then went to zx house to havoc... was at his house till afternoon like tat then cab home... reached home bath and use com a while then went to slp... was to wake up at 3.30 when she sms mi and wake mi up but i continue to slp cause i damn tired... she sms mi at 4plus again but i see le i still went back to my lalaland cause i still damn tired... woke up at 5plus... actually need to study but i lazy study so get online chat wif her and blog... haha... wa tis few days i must faster go get the money so i can bail my brothers out on friday... now i veri worry for them inside lei... wondering will they be cold in there... and will they have enough food to eat as jiu hu kia must eat a lot then will full de... haix... i reali miss the days wher we sit down talk talk and everytime we will be laughing like siao like tat... and miss those day we had fun together... everything was like 2005 where we all go in... now 2008 le and u two goin in le and i nov will be joining u all le... haix... think we must relack liao la... cause now outside left mi and jeremy and its veri sian... and i told jeremy to relack outside to earn money then when we come out we got things to do to earn money and not getting into trouble liao... we tpy bois will pause our story by the end of the year and will be back again de... jie chuan, jiu hu kia and raj... u all take care inside... friday no matter wat i will find a way to bail u all out de... i miss u all... muackz...


Thursday, September 11, 2008
sad day...

today woke up at 6plus but i dun reali feel like goin to sch cause i am so tired and wan to continue to slp de... but got prelims so bobian... went to bath and brush teeth and got ready and daddy send mi to sch... everyone was like doin last min study but i just relack cause last min study oso no use de... maths paper was challenging but i manage to complete all the quesstion... after tat was a half an hour break then back for chem paper... chem was not tat hard wan not tat easy... after paper went home for a nap but a while later, something bad happen... net call mi and told mi tat marcus house kana raid... i quickly wae up get change and went to his house to have a look... by the time i cab there, onli left CIDs there... haix... jie chuan, jiu hu kia, raj, kasson, kim and marcus was brought back... at tat time i was veri upset cause my best brother who was on the run kana caught liao... tis time they comfirm RTC liao... never tot tat they will go in faster then mi... haix... yesterday i still got went up to look for them to talk talk and joke around and today all kana caught liao... haix... but brothers u all dun worry la... i will tell my lawyer to straight away give mi RTC la... i dun wan any short sentence liao... we will meet inside and have fun together... just wait for mi and take care inside... haix... after tat went to bishan cause of some problems... but after tat nothing le cause a lot of ssb around... wa... tomolo still got prelims but i now no mood to study... wondering how are my brothers now... haix... jie chuan and jiu hu kia u two take care arh... wait for mi inside...

best brothers... i miss u all...



Tuesday, September 9, 2008

boring arh... tis week having my prelims and i think i not goin to do well cause the whole of last week holiday i was out to havoc wif my brothers... haha... yesterday had my maths paper one and phys paper... maths was alrite but phys i think i sure fail de... cause i do not yet half an hour i slp liao cause ah pui lend mi her jacket thenso nice to slp la... haha... after paper went home and slp again... slp till 6 plus wake up play dota then do poa tys and watch tv... slept at 11plus... today went to sch and brought my own jacket cause today is poa paper which will be in the air con hall for 2hours... first went to class and my whole body like no strenght like tat wan to faint... and my classmates are saying i look like zhombie... haha... went to hall at 8 and i reali dun feel like doin cause i feel veri xin ku... but bobian cause poa can score de so i started to do... 2hours was just nice for mi to complete the whole paper without time to check... so i think i will not score well too... after paper went to canteen to eat a bit then head straight home to slp again... slp till 3plus wake up cause daddy bought things for mi to eat... after eating went back to bed again... haha... slept all the way to 7 like tat... then use com a while eat dinner le and out to play dota wif my brothers... finish playing then went to one of my brother house to slack and talk cock... had lots of fun chatting wif them... haha... and just reach home not long ago and dun feel like sleeping cause tomolo dun need go sch as i do not have any papers tomolo... haha... tis few months i am veri happy cause every single day she will be there to sms and joke wif mi... i reali dun know how to express my feelings to her cause after o level i will be goin in le so i think its useless to tell her how i feel... haha... but its ok la.. cause i never regret tat i get to know her... haha... now goin to dota again cause i cant slp... haha... GOOD NITE...


Sunday, September 7, 2008
last day of havoc...

Yesterday woke up at 8plus cause i need to get a replacement for my ic which i lost last year... haha... went wif mummy and sister... tot it will take a lot time for mi to register but it onli take us less then half an hour... after tat went to bugis de guan yin temple and pray... i pray tat my family will be healthy and have lots of money, pray to do well in my o level, pray tat my sentence will be lighter, pray all my brothers are fine and happy everyday and lastly i pray tat i can be together wif her one day.... haha... all these are mine wishes... took mrt home cause too tired and wan to slp while mummy and my sister went amk for shopping... woke up at 6plus play com and did not have the mood to eat cause i got a kind of feeling tat i am goin to fall sick... and so i was a guai kia and stay at home till 11plus cannot tahan liao so went to find my brothers and havoc again... it will be my last nite of the holidays to enjoy liao... reali had lots of fun wif my brothers till early morning 7plus then slp a while till 1 like tat wake up meet soo guan go study a while and then back home again cause i feel so tired and keep on wanting to slp now but i cant cause i scare if i slp now and wake up later at nite, i think mid nite i will be guarding my house door cause i cant fall back to slp anymore... so i must tahan till 9 like tat then go and slp... tis whole week i had been out to havoc and never spent my time on studies... but these few days was reali fun and i dun know must wait till when then can havoc again cause my o level is around the corner liao... so next week will be the time for mi to CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG on my studies liao... yesterday onli took one pic and soo guan keep on say its nice cause the pic was taken by him... haha...

net mi and sooguan


Friday, September 5, 2008
enjoy life...

yesterday nite went to my brother house to havoc again... had lots of fun till morning 6 like tat then i go home use com before i bath and go to bed... haha... today woke up at 3 plus use com play dota then jie chuan, rui hong, soo guan and jeremy came my house slack a while then they go to another brothers house... i wait till mummy came back then eat dinner le then went to find them... we went to lor 7 eat after tat head to take mrt to boat quay and drink le... and today i am a good boi cause i reach home so early... haha... gonna stop her cause i veri tierd le... and i am veri happy and never regret tat i get to know her in the first place cause she will always put a smile on my face and cheer mi up and even joke wif mi most of the time... reali hope one day i will have the courage to tell her my feelings for her... haha... here are some pic taken yesterday and today...






Thursday, September 4, 2008

yesterday was fun... woke up at 12plus study till 4plus then eat and play dota at home till nite went to meet brothers go play dota at crc till 11plus then went to my brother house to havoc... reali had lots of fun la... haha... after tat we talk cock till morning 6plus then slp... woke up at 2 went home bath and slp again... cause reali veri tired... haha... slp till 6plus wake up watch tv and now blog a bit then later waiting for rh come my house find mi then out to have fun again... haha... next week is prelims and i am still having fun.. haha... and i think i goin to enjoy tis whole week first then after tat goin to chiong on my studies... hope it will not be too late... haha... love all my brothers...


Tuesday, September 2, 2008
back to havoc life...

tis few days was reali havoc... went geylang play jackpot on sat and sunday then after tat went to angie bbq at east coast... after tat went home do things a while jiu go meet brothers go fishing le... but sunday wan not lucky cause we got nothing for bait to fish so we just get bread to fish but tat day did not catch until a single fish... we waited till morning then went home and slp... it was so tiring lei... haha... slp till 1 plus then meet yao huang go gym and then swimming... after tat went to play dota... haha... finish le i went to brother house talk cock a while then head back home to take things... went to my brother house again and we brothers all had supper together... so fun la... like one family like tat... haha... eat ok le then we watch vcd... after tat was boring and nothing to do so we tot of goin fishing again... so we head to ah lun house take our fishing thing then went tpy central buy prawns.. got one shop wan bluff our money lei... she wan sell us 1 prawn for $0.50 lei... then i ask her to sell us 1 for $0.40 then she say ok and pack 10 for us... but marcus went to another shop and they sell us at onli 3 for $1 so i quicky walk to tat shop and buy 15 prawns and dun care the auntie who pack ok the prawn liao... haha... her face turn black but lucky she never scold us... haha... we cycle to lor 8 the river there and start to fish... at the same time we had lots of fruit to eat... haha...a while later i and jeremy went to fiind toliet cause i had a stomach pain... haha...went to blk 4 there to shit then at there eat a bit and slack a while then went to buy things from 7 11 to eat... went back to fish wher ther fun come... we saw a jin long yu... one veri big one and start to fish it... i got it two times but dun know why it was able to get itself out of the hook when i get it up half way and swim away... after tat got one more time is marcus almost caught it but it again got away wif the hook... haha... damn sad... then mi and jiu hu kia was like walking all around to find it cause we wan to catch it... but walk till morning oso cannot find it liao.. think it had gone to see a doctor cause its injure... haha... but after tat i cause two small fish and then went home in the morning at 7plus and slp till 4plus in the afternoon... and i dun think i am able to slp at nite liao... haha... now goin to have dinner then out to meet brothers play dota... haha...