today was woke up by my father at 6 like tat cause he tot i got to attend sch which i dun have to... then sms wif PIG a while then went to slp again... woke up at abt 12 plus then use come to upload photos into friendster and chat wif friends... was reali veri sian cause the whole day no one call mi out except for susan who ask mi out when the time i just wake up but i never go meet him... finish doin everything le jiu walk to kfc to eat alone which was so boring... after eating went home and start to study my chem... i study till 3 chapters jiu start to feel tired le so went to have a nap for a while till 5plus wake up watch tv and study at the same time... after tat had dinner and chat on phone wif jerlinda a while jiu went down to look for nat a while chat chat and back home... today was the first time i so guai who day at home never go out... its not because i dun wan go out but my phone is like quite tiam the whole day.... ppl are asking why never go out wif sch friends and all... and i oso tot of tat but the ans i think of is... sch friends are onli close to mi in sch and when they go out they will not call mi out and i had seen them goin out a lot of time together without asking mi along... my best frien oso agree wif wat i say... and now then i know wat are call real friends... real friends are the one who cheer u up when u are upset and send u a good luck message when there is a paper tomolo and pei u chat when u are boring... i reali dun know wat to do le cause my best brothers are all inside then everyday i had to get on wif tis kind of life till one month later i go in... time is reali getting lesser and i reali wan go enjoy and study at the same time but i cant find the feeling of joy out there now... so i am goin to concentrate on my studies and get good grade and go in le take A level inside... shall stop here le cause goin to slp soon cause nothing to do... goin to upload one pic which was taken wif ah siao during be urself day which was months ago and now then she send it to mi...